Angels aren’t my only interest. I maintain a website as Brother Ralphie and I
am writing several blogs that have absolutely nothing to do with Angels. But Angels occupy my thoughts and are in just
about everything I do no matter what it is I am doing. I don’t take vacations from my Angels. But I need to be doing other things that just
writing about my Angels and I do. I had
a heart attack a little over a year ago.
I have to go to the gym five days a week. I don’t have any choice in the matter. From the time I leave home, go to the gym,
and come back home, two hours of the day are used up. Now, it is important for me to shut down my
mind at around eight in the evening. Why? I am supposed to be as relaxed as I can be so
I can get a solid eight hours of sleep per night. I don’t have ANY choice in these matters if
indeed I WANT to live. Another heart
attack COULD very well end my life. I
don’t want that to happen, because my purpose for living is to spread what I
call the Message of the Angels to ANYONE who will read or listen to what I
claim is from my Angels.
Now, I had a stress counselor who, when I told him about the
Angels, said that my Angels told me something that isn’t the way people tend to
think and that HAS to cause me some stress.
Actually, I told him that Jesus said that His yoke was easy and His
burden was light and that it wasn’t the Angels who caused me stress, but it WAS
people that caused me stress. My Angels
told me something that isn’t something people normally think about. But in my case, I can be anywhere in the
world and NOT escape thoughts given to me by my Angels. But the fact is that my Angels AREN’T always
where I live in my mind. They are constantly
a part of me and of course, I measure everything in life through that which I
claim is from my Angels.
Now, having said this, the fact is that I have many things
in life that interest me. But I feel
that it’s important for me to write almost daily or as often as I feel I must
ANYTHING that I feel is pertinent to what I claim my Angels told me. And I see the world through this “filter”
that I would claim my Angels gave me.
But not all those who know me know all about my Angels or what I claim
they said to me. The ONLY thing my
Angels told me that is important for ANYONE to know is the Message. That Message is VERY simple: NOTHING is more important to God than Human
Life. Otherwise, God doesn’t care what I
am doing or how I spend my time. I can
let the Internet work for me 24 hours a day.
All I have to do is “get the Message out there” and I HAVE to let God do
the rest. The Message is “out there” for
the world to see.
But I do these other things because my life to myself IS NOT
just about the Angels. My son said that
those who know me personally know I AM Brother Ralphie. I WANT Brother Ralphie to do the work of the
Angels and as for anything else I do as myself is up to me. I could say that the ONLY thing that matters
to God in regard to whether I live or die is that I breathe. My purpose for living IS to spread the
Message of my Angels, but God doesn’t expect me to spend all my time on my
Angels. But I have told my therapist
that no matter where I am or what I am doing, I am doing exactly what it is God
wants me to do and I am where God wants me to be.
I can let each member of my family dictate to me where each
would want me to be at any given time.
But my feeling about what I do in life is that it doesn’t matter what it
is I am doing as long as I am alive. I
represent the Message of the Angels and NO ONE else can do this for me or for
my Angels. This is why I believe God
WANTS me to live and so it’s this belief that God wants me to live; and that I am
dedicated to what I do at the gym and make sure I get the sleep I have to
have. In fact, cutting down on stress is
very important for me to do for myself.
I have limited my caffeine intake.
I have changed my diet. I have
cut out all tobacco products. I drink
only red wine and NEVER to excess. I
HAVE to be VERY careful with my body. I
can’t take risks with my body. I say to
myself that I belong to my Angels and that no one can take my place. Some might think I believe that I am more
important to God than anyone else.
Actually, I am important to many people.
If God wanted to replace me He could do so in a second. It’s not that I am THAT important to God. It’s that my Angels are THAT important to
me. Peace. Brother Ralphie
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